Jean-François Lepage, 1998
Inspirational pokemon photos.
My boyfriends family was kind enough to take me to Disney for the first time in my life. My heart has not been behaving at all. (I have inappropriate sinus tachycardia which is a rapid resting heart and postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome which is a rapid pulse upon standing with very low blood pressure) I have had my second serious attack in three days. My medication isn’t even helping me as well as it should. The first one was due to being out in the heat for too long, that was expected. This recent one I was in a cool area and relaxing when my heart rate jumped to 147. I am literally constantly apologizing because I feel like my health is ruining everyone’s time. They knew I had issues in the heat because of my conditions and luckily I’ve been able to use a wheelchair around the parks. But I am skipping going to the parks tomorrow because I can’t handle the heat anymore. I am making myself so sick. I also seem to be getting heart issues after I eat (most of the food I have had is terrible and upsets my stomach and causes pulse issues) so I am miserable. I am trying so hard to enjoy myself. I want to cry and hide my stupid body from everyone. I hate living like this.
Magdalena Frackowiak at Lanvin S/S 2010
Quick third generation pokemon nostalgia for my twin sister, PC4SH ~ She must be super hyped for the new games ! Can’t wait to play with her.